Cash Healing Garden

It's built!!!!!!!!!! I am still in shock that we actually did it. With a lot of help from everyone but the garden at Children's Hospital is finished. except for a few details like engraving the bench...it's done.

Invites are out :

June 14Th at 11am at The Children's Hospital in Aurora, Co

we will meet at the main entrance and walk over together.

Holly Anderson, our Children's hero and friend, will be there to assist in getting everyone a visitors pass for the event.

We hope to see you then, on June 14th.

Happy Mother's Day

Cashies Mommy

Cash's Healing Garden dedication

You are all invited to Cash's Healing Garden dedication at The Children's Hospital on June 14th at 11am. We will be sending out formal invites hopefully this week but this is a safe the date.

Cash's Mommy

cashie

I miss my son and there is not a day that goes by right now that I am not stunned by my memories of 2 years ago when Cashie was here with us on Earth. I miss holding my Baby. Beanie. I miss hiking with him. I miss watching Page give him baths and being the best Daddy ever! I just miss my kid. Waiting to be together again is so hard......I so know why people really fall apart when this happens to them. I know it's ok to fall apart but something is holding me together about 75% of the time and I think that's a freakin' miracle.

So know that as the garden gets built and we get ready for it's dedication ceremony this summer(dates to follow) that it's hard waiting and eating all the M+M's that are on the planet. I am so not kidding.

God love you Cashie...for it is you that holds me together . It's you!!! I am blessed to be his Mom. Really I am .

Cashie's Mommy

rockin in the free world for Cashie's garden

Page and I picked out boulders for Cashie's Healing Garden yesterday with Nicole from Urban Farmer(the Landscaping Company that is doing the installation of the garden). to clarify: I did the design, Urban Farmer is digging the holes. It's pretty nice being the client I have found.

We hope these boulders fit well within the garden and hat many kids have tons of fun playing on them.

I miss my little kiddo today but this is the next step to being a mom, with kids here on Earth, so I have to keep my chin up, wipe my tears, and just trust that Joy is on it's way to us. In the form of kids.

China info: we are just in line for our babies....the wait could be long......pray for Godspeed in China.

xoxo, Cashies's Mommy

Log in date for China 3/12/09

We have our log in date for China...3/12/09 WAHOO Babies are coming home to us.


YAY!!!!

Cashie's Mommy

Cash's Healing Garden!!!!!!

We met with Urban Farmer and Holly at Children's this am to talk gardens. It is going to be AMAZING!!!! Page and I are really excited about how easy this seems to be with Urban Farmer, much easier than the China paperwork. Which is now in CHINA!!!!!! They are on their way home, I can feel it. My mom, Gammy extraordinaire, always send us a note in Late Jan to remind us that after the dark, cold winter Spring always emerges. Well, I feel it today!

Thank you Cashie for helping Mommy and daddy thru this hard winter .....we just can't wait to hold yo again. And your sister:)))

To the Garden,

Cashie's Mommy

the fox

So Page and I were out for a run last night, in the dark, with the puppies. We really never run together during the week and NEVER run at night...but as we passed a street in Wheatridge Spider spotted the fox. Just sitting in the middle of the road. looking cool and comfortable and not a bit scared of the huge dogs so close to him. We said hi and watched as he sniffed around and the ran off.
I know it's just Cashie telling Mommy and Daddy to keep being patient that he's on his way back to us. I get so sad at times. My doctor even told me about this stuff Sam-e to take that will help more than St Johns wort. It is helping, along with running and everything else. I just want to be Mommy in real life. Not just mommy in spirit some days. My Faith is so strong and at times I wonder how much stronger it needs to be for my kid to come back into my arms.
I just miss you Beanie. Please come home soon.

Cashies Mommy