Boulder Bolder 2009

Page and I just ran the Boulder Boulder for the 2nd year. We ran last year as a way to just get thru. and this year was really not that different.



An older man collaped in front of us while running the race. page was on his phone calling 911 and I was trying to get him rolled over with the help of other runners and check if he was breathing. the paramedics came, the ambulance came, we don't know if he is ok but they did get his heart restarted. it happened in a flash and i just can only pray that this mans family know where he is now.
i hope he's ok.

life can go in a flash, just like that and i hope to take more time with those I love make more of an effort . even with all we have been thru......this man was just running the freakin boulder bolder. please let's all have a little more time with our families and friends. even if they drive us batty. just send the love their way today.


Can't wait to see you again Beanie,

cashie's Mommy

may 14th

Happy Angel Day Cashie.

My hero, my shining star. my son. I miss you so much. Daddy and I are going to do somethin fun together today to celebrate you!!!!!

You are my angel.
I love you,
Cashie's Mommy

Cash Healing Garden

It's built!!!!!!!!!! I am still in shock that we actually did it. With a lot of help from everyone but the garden at Children's Hospital is finished. except for a few details like engraving the bench...it's done.

Invites are out :

June 14Th at 11am at The Children's Hospital in Aurora, Co

we will meet at the main entrance and walk over together.

Holly Anderson, our Children's hero and friend, will be there to assist in getting everyone a visitors pass for the event.

We hope to see you then, on June 14th.

Happy Mother's Day

Cashies Mommy

Cash's Healing Garden dedication

You are all invited to Cash's Healing Garden dedication at The Children's Hospital on June 14th at 11am. We will be sending out formal invites hopefully this week but this is a safe the date.

Cash's Mommy

cashie

I miss my son and there is not a day that goes by right now that I am not stunned by my memories of 2 years ago when Cashie was here with us on Earth. I miss holding my Baby. Beanie. I miss hiking with him. I miss watching Page give him baths and being the best Daddy ever! I just miss my kid. Waiting to be together again is so hard......I so know why people really fall apart when this happens to them. I know it's ok to fall apart but something is holding me together about 75% of the time and I think that's a freakin' miracle.

So know that as the garden gets built and we get ready for it's dedication ceremony this summer(dates to follow) that it's hard waiting and eating all the M+M's that are on the planet. I am so not kidding.

God love you Cashie...for it is you that holds me together . It's you!!! I am blessed to be his Mom. Really I am .

Cashie's Mommy

rockin in the free world for Cashie's garden

Page and I picked out boulders for Cashie's Healing Garden yesterday with Nicole from Urban Farmer(the Landscaping Company that is doing the installation of the garden). to clarify: I did the design, Urban Farmer is digging the holes. It's pretty nice being the client I have found.

We hope these boulders fit well within the garden and hat many kids have tons of fun playing on them.

I miss my little kiddo today but this is the next step to being a mom, with kids here on Earth, so I have to keep my chin up, wipe my tears, and just trust that Joy is on it's way to us. In the form of kids.

China info: we are just in line for our babies....the wait could be long......pray for Godspeed in China.

xoxo, Cashies's Mommy

Log in date for China 3/12/09

We have our log in date for China...3/12/09 WAHOO Babies are coming home to us.


YAY!!!!

Cashie's Mommy