moxie 4.0

so, i turned 40 last Sunday with my family in New England. tyler, our nephew who is 3, nicknamed me Moxie, after my Cash Necklace. I am hopeful that my 40's will bring joy and laughter and family into my life. I trust that it will, I just need to keep my feet pointed in the direction I want to go. You know, so uch has happened this past year with Cash....and I still cry at the drop of a hat because I miss my baby so damn much. He came to me in a dream this Am, he was healthy and Page was with us. I rarely have dreams that I remember but this was vivid and clear.....and I know his soul is doing well. hjat a powerhouse. You just never know what life is going to throw at you and I just need to stay balanced so I don't topple over.

So, Happy Birthday to me.. here's a bit of amazing news:
The Benefit Concert raised over $36, 000.00 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thank you to all who helps, donated, bought tix, told friends about it, stood by our sides as we walk thru this journey................we hope for a beautiful garden.

Cash's Mommy