Concert For Cash 2011

WHAT:4th Annual Concert For Cash with The Hollyfelds and Hillbilly Inferno
WHEN: Saturday, January 22, 2011
WHERE: The Oriental Theater (
4334 West 44th Ave, Denver, CO 80212
WHO: The Hollyfelds with Hillbilly Inferno
WHY: To raise money for programs at The Children’s Hospital
: $35.00 VIP Patron Party / $20.00 General Admission(doors open GA at 7:15 pm),

available by calling 303-550-4310,

at the door

or online at

Or purchase directly online at:

Friday, May 30, 2008

need some team Cash prayers for our friends Dad

This is a prayer from some of team cash here in denver. Their Dad had an accident and is in the hospital.
Please pray for his recovery.
Thank you.

This means you to Beanie, the most powerful little angel around. Your job is to be with Marne's Dad and take care of him. Make him feel better.
I love you my hero, Cash's mommy

A Prayer for my Dad

I ask everyone to please say a prayer, send beautiful thoughts, make angelic wishes, every morning, every afternoon and every evening for my dad. My dad! My dad, whose main purpose in life is to be the wonderful father that he is to his four kids and son-in-law. And in about 5 months he will be able to be a wonderful a poppie. My dad, a first time poppie! I know how amazing he will be with the little one! We need him to get better fast because we count on him, more than he will ever know! My dad, who calls his kids every Friday night no matter what. My dad, who has the best sense of humor. My dad, the “tough guy” with the biggest heart ever. My dad, who gives great hugs. MY dad. Right now, at this very moment, MY DAD needs all of the love in the universe to surround him! Remember…PRAYERS, BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS AND TONS OF ANGELELIC WISHES for my dad.

Monday, May 26, 2008

memorial Day 2008

Page and I ran the Bolder Boulder this AM. It was fun to do this together and we ran thru the 50, 000 people, reading their signs on their backs dedicating their run to Soldiers. it was moving, and I think that we always now dedicate everything we do to our Son. My hero Cash.

I love you beanie,
Cash's Mommy

Monday, May 19, 2008

keep the faith

yes, I feel different. and no, I am not sure how but different.

Only one grief attatck this whole weekend...that's a first.

I must keep going. I love my son. I miss you Beanie.

Cash's Mommy

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Cash's Garden

he joined us late last night in the garden His Daddy and I planted in his honor at our home.

May 15th

How the heck did we make it a year? I have no idea, all the love and support from all of you. the emails and calls just poured in the past week and over the Mother's Day weekend. Both page and I feel the love. Thank you for the basket of flowers on our doorstep-God father Jason. I am touched that all of you are pulling for us. it's all cashie's strength and example. I must keep going, I must get out of bed.....
You know the scary part now is : how do we do this again?' how do we try for a biological baby....when the odds are not guaranteed. I think I am just doubting that we will be OK, and I have been reading more about other people with SMA type 1 Children. The similarities are astounding.

On May 14th Page and I took the day off to go to The Cash's Healing Garden site at Children's to talk about the design we want to do. You know the garden site has a great view of the Mountains. it's really a great place already. I can't wait to get started.
Than we drove to The Garden of The Gods in Colorado Springs and took the dogs for a Hike. I think I just needed to get out of Denver and the house for that day...and be on a mini vacation for everything and just celebrate Cashie...hiking. It's a really pretty place.

I don't know how different i feel today, a bit freer..if that's a word. I know we are going to be OK. I know we will have healthy babies, I just don't know when.
Thank you all for the love. it has meant the world to me.
I love you my Cashie.
Cash's Mommy

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Cash's Mommy Forever

Happy (belated) Mother's Day to Teri, Cash's Mommy forever. Cash, you will always be missed, loved and treasured.


Teri, Page, Cash, Spider, Strype and Cowie -

You all will be front and center in my mind all day long tomorrow. Sending you my love and support. I know it will be a tough day but get outside, see what nature can show you, remember Cash and know that he's still a part of us all. I was in Los Angeles a year ago May 14th and after talking to Page and getting the news I headed straight for the beach. Being outside has always been the best serum for me to concentrate and analyze the events that make life, life. I wasn't sure what to do after hanging up with Page so I wrote this in the sand and took a picture with my cell phone. I still believe it. Love you both.



Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Flying Angel

Well, Page and I are filling the time between now and May 14th with Work work work and running and skiing. It's been a hard time and we know there are loads of you all out there praying for us. We feel it. We both are taking May 14th off to be together and maybe sit in the garden space at Children's and start the design...maybe go for a hike at one our favorite hikes that we did when Cashie was still just inside my tummy.
We are moving ahead with our Adoption process for our Chinese daughter. It's a very long process but that seems ok for right now.
So Mother's day is Sunday....what am i to do? well, I signed up to run the Title Nine event in Boulder on Mother's day. I had signed up to do it last year with Cashie in a jogger, but the day after we bought the jogger....we ended up at Children's. So this year I am running it with Cash on my tshirt and on my shoulders. tell me that's not a powerful Mother's day. it amazes my the strength of the human spirit and the love my kid pours out to me even in his Spirit form. I feel him there all the time....sometimes on my shoulders sometimes on my chest...just hanging on.
I miss him so yet i know deep in my soul that he is coming back to me.
I just need to be less scared and trust that I can do this, I have the skills, I am a freakin' GREAT mommy. He is on his way back...just cruising the cosmos...helping out others where needed. I think Cashie hangs out with his 2 grandmothers a bunch too. I love that.

I love you my flying angel.
Cash's Mommy