I miss my son tonight. I saw a Mommy and her 2 little boys at the Edgewater Park music tonight and they were all hugging and jumping all over their Mom. I rarely get jealous but I was of that Mom. Then there was a Mam in a suped up wheelchair. and Page pointed out that's what Cash would be like if he even lived long enough. In a suped up wheelchair on oxygen and a feeding tube. We walked the dogs down to the music and all huddled together on the curb, listening to Bluegrass.
I know we have a long way to go ..........but I want more kids. We need more kids. I read somewhere that a Parent that loses a child is" empty arms full heart".
We are doing our best. Getting out of bed each day, even when it's hard. exercizing a lot.
We saw friends last night and it was really wonderful to just talk to everyone, about how we are, about anything at all. Feels like we are rejoining life again....ever so slowly.
Please keep those calls coming.
xoxo, Cash's Mommy
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